sometimes the forever sleep trys to lure me away to foreverneverland

I want to lay down on an open field
where the sun warms my every cell
where it melts away the hard pain
that sourounds my soullike shell
The pain that feeds on my life
and takes it away
that makes noone I love with me stay

I want to lay down in a black clear lake
and from there I never awake
All falls silent no voices for me to hear
my mind dissolves and there is no more fear