all that i love is here.

upsidedownyouturnmeinsideout
roundandroundupsidedownlove

sleepless me.

my eyelids aren´t even heavy, i can´t sleep.
tea and honey, nono.
not tierd at all, no thoughts, just music.
everywhere in me just sounds moving around connected to memory without pictures.
the best memory one can have is that one sound that turns into to the next.
love it love it, tonight today is just no time to sleep.
resting can be so much more.

i love when a healthy feeling that has made it self apparent for awhile
finally settels in.
when you actully start to see how you will be abel to make the small changes
that will make it stay for this time around.
to be creative again makes me more open for taking those steps than anything else around me.
nothing major will happen but the little waves in me will be enough.

i think i will spend my whole summer in france, with my little one.
no more running around, it totally gives me nothing and i feel i give nothing back.
endless conversations about mememe, and people just filling their egos with pain.
just so they have a reason to go on with meaningless things that never really take them where they want to be.
ones in awhile so stimulating, when you talk and talk.
but more often just 000000000000000!
so even if i never sleep my days away, i will remove anyone who does from my list.
go out have fun, but live your life day and night.
so i am booking my ticket, and away i go.

night falling

waiting for the night to fall
wondering what it has installed
Daylight is beauty
but nighttime is like a dark
hidden secret
one longs to find and keep
so please don´t let me sleep